After a few years of having this friend-friend relationship with you, you finally decided to go. And i let you, of course, though with hesitation.
I've mentioned it several times before, that I will not move and will always be where I am/used to be, and that I'll only take a step away IF and only IF you moved first. Well, in this case, it's pretty obvious that you moved first.
I guess I'll just have to accept it. At first, it's hard for me to do so. But, eventually this friend of mine, she keeps me in check by indirectly telling me that the world DEFINITELY doesn't revolve around me. And I can't force people to feel what I want them to feel, think what I want them to think, and in this case, i obviously have no say in the person you choose to stay in your life. And i'm okaaay with that. Guess we're heading down a different path, huh, in the end? Ah, finally it all comes down to this.
Anddd another friend of mine told me to just forgive you in order to develop some sorta peace in my heart. And i think, that's it you know? The art of letting go. Well, obviously no artsy or whatsoever, but I guess when you (in this case, it's me) no longer hold any kinda grudge in your heart, any unsettled feelings, your mind starts to become clearer. That's why letting go of you, and finally be able to accept the reality ease my heart.
I wish for nothing but your happiness, the same amount that you've, in a way, gave me, prolly more than that, cause you're a nice person and you deserve more than this. Stay safe.
Love and will always love, your fellow prefect
-Athirah
"..even in a place where love ends, there is a person remaining by love
there is a person who becomes love itself, and walks down a spring road"
POSTED BY nurathirah ON Wednesday, 4 July 2018 @ 12:46
